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[June 19th, 2009] |
Love this survey and can't be bothered to update...
( Bell...end )
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[February 24th, 2007] |
I've been paralised by fear I've decided today!
Walking home from Town with my best friend, we were chatting about my flaws...and the things that bother me.
Ever since my last relationship I've been fucked up.
Like I can't trust someone I love, I believe I do trust him, I know i do. But I don't trust anyone else.
I wish there was a way everything in the past can be erased, I wish I didn't always have this huge cloud dangling above my head. I wish I wasn't so careless with my words.
Im up and down like a pogo stick.
Works been great this past week!! Considering my fav person there wasn't in.
Nick got a perm job =] I'm so proud of him!!
( Feelings/whatever rant kinda thing )
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[September 27th, 2006] |
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I want him, more than anything in the worldddd ♥
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[September 9th, 2006] |
I haven't updated for ages.
Im still kinda drunk from the night before.
Yeah so recently I have made a lot of new friends, kissed a lot of guys, got drunk too many times.
But its all good!!!
Dan G and me aren't talking. For reasons I dont know haha.
But that night at the pit i was a bit drunk, had too many beers n started crying cos of Katie leaving for Uni, he got freaked out end of.
I can't be fucked to blab on.
So i'll just shove some pics in of my past adventures.
( Pie )
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[August 11th, 2006] |
So basically the moral of the story is I suck!
I really suck at life, I don't know how to handle my feelings.
I've been really suicidal these past few days and actually never been this depressed in my life.
All over a Boy I hear you say.
Yeah i say the same thing over and over, but it doesn't seem to work!
Gave my mum the scare of her life telling her, never seen Emily wild so scared in her life.
Waaa.
Im hurting myself, and hurting everyone around me :[
I don't know what to do anymore, I don't know how to control this.
Im on the verge of a breakdown, but the thing is, I sleep like a baby, I prefer sleeping...
When im sleeping im not thinking about him, Im having seriously bad and fucked up dreams though..none of which contain him :S
I need to see someone, I need something or someone to take the pain away.
This isn't over the fact me and him are no longer together, this is over the fact i'm secretly his enemy.
ENEMY! How can i be his enemy? I couldnt hurt a fly even if i tried.
So what I asked for him back? I wouldnt hate you if you asked for me back, IN fact i'd take it as a compliment!
Cos i fucking enjoy his company!
Oh but, I'd love to go back to how we were :[
The days when we'd sit in my bed and watch Wallace and Gromit and he'd make me laugh!
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[May 5th, 2006] |
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I want to live a life of leisure this summer.
Gigs/Sun and Drunken Fun!
All with My Adamy Wadamy etc :]]]
Dates for America Have finally been announced.
5th July - 10th.
Straight After Independance Day in New York. Great one.
On the Agenda is Shopping Everyday! :D
But then again, I love shopping, my money will probs go after one day and I would like to see more of the place than the shops.
Adams going to Greece on the 1st - 8th I think, works out good. :]
Last tuesday of this month, we've been together half a year!
Woah! And I still feel the same way I did when I met him :] hes soo amazing!!!
I drove up to Horsham yesterday completely on my own.
It was nerve racking, I just turned up coheed really loud and just went with the flow.
Had to overtake loads tho :[
Waaa.
Work was shit.
I had to take the rubbish down in the Lift!
Mannn someone tell my Manager I have a huge fear of lifts!!
Wat I did tho was put it in, pressed the button and ran down the stairs after it.
Haha.
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[May 3rd, 2006] |
Im kinda distraught atm.
Danni one of my friends on myspace posted a bulletin with that Video of that Woman crushing the puppy under her foot.
I burst into tears and turned it off.
Went downstairs for dinner and started crying again.
Im sorry If i sound retarded, but Im sooo against Animal Cruelty especially If its a Dog!
Tbh I dont care if i'd get arrested but if i saw that woman I'd fucking kill her.
FUCKING CUNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GRRRRRR.
Anyways.
Today was good :]
Adams not well though :[ and he fell asleep on me, soooo cute!!!
I left him early to go to sleep.
Im not going to college 2moro just for one lesson!
I hate college soo much!!
So yea. I have a new change in career.
Sprung onto me last night.
I'd well love to work in the Kennels.
Well I mean atm, do something along the line of Dogs/animals.
But nothing to do with seeing them ill etc, couldnt handle it.
But theres a little thing called "Wrong Course/Wrong College!" damnit.
Me and mum are going shopping 2moro :]]]
Shes buying me some sunglasses and hopefully if I ask nice enough some new clothes for America.
:D
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[February 23rd, 2005] |
Come and Join!
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[February 12th, 2005] |
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To those who talk about me Behind my back, Thanx for making me centre of ur world!!
So here it is up straight!
I've simply had enough of this fucking town! If i could i'd move, but take some of my close friends with me!
I'm fed up of people making up shit to make themselves look good, I'm fed up of people attempting to make me lose friends but no suceeding!
Im sick of the past, im looking towards the future whilst other people are bringing the past back!
-This may sound like its aimed at one certain person, but its not-
Well whatever Im done cos im in a good mood atm...
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